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Reflection, Focus and finding... Aki

Good Morning in many, many languages

Good Morning!

First of all.

About the Thursday’s Entry in my last Diary

Honestly, why suddenly such a sentence…?

I think it’s regrettable I got angry,

but I thought it was natural to feel like that.

I just wrote down my feelings in that moment, as they were, without pondering.

To all who supported me, I'm sorry I made you feel uncomfortable.

That “Idiot”, was shocking, I think. I’m Sorry.

Personally, other than mail order, honestly, I don’t have or follow any kind of SNS (Social Media).

From what I hear from other people... frankly, I often don't understand...

I would have not felt that way, if someone had told things like that to me…

Even if anyone says anything about myself, it would be completely OK, no matter what you say

I wouldn’t mind at all;

But to hear things against colleagues or friends,

makes me actually extremely upset.

While searching for something, by chance,

a cruel text caught my eye.

I think it came from a certain person.

To be honest, to remember the feelings of that moment,

I need to concentrate for a while, as there were many;

Looking back, I think I just sent he Diary without checking it further.

About the LIVE Show and WORLD ORDER

An Artist, is in the Position to deliver something,

from this viewpoint, this certainly has pros and cons.

This, of course, I understand, and in this regard,

I think the Person who criticize is not a Fan;

People who say good things are like fans, not people who think so small.

I’m in the position to be well aware of those who support me.

However, that person, said things against Members and Fellows, probably out of jealousy, but still,

I think he/she, said things like “Die”.

What does he say that for…?

This cannot come from a supporter, can it? That’s what I think.

We, in the position to transmit things, have to keep many things in mind, in order not to say anything wrong. It's not just what I said, using the words of that particular moment, without checking, and without thinking they might hurt someone's feelings, it’s inexcusable.

For me, no matter hat kind of person I am, who I am, or what I think, to hurt people’s feeling is idiotic.

The suggestion, to consider watching a Sports Game together with the Heckler… was easy to understand. Thank you very much.

Even so, thoughtless words and death wishes addressed to others than myself, are likely to make me angry after all... but I will make an effort not to tell you, and not to listen to them in the future.

Therefore, if you like, really, to myself, call me whatever you please! You can even call me Rubbish or wish me Death, tell whatever you want, to me, if it makes you feel good.

And Please, let me know if you have any complaints. I will make an effort, to respond to everyone's feelings.

By all means, Thank you !!

I’m really sorry to have made the fans who support me, feel uncomfortable

[Monday’s Riddle!]

※ Problem: [A Black dog and a White dog. Which of them is docile and does not bark at all?].


(148th day of 2018)

Facing the PC, holding the pen and focusing on the work...

A day disappears in a blink of an eye.


(149th day of 2018)

Woke up early and rode 30 km in 50 Min. on my Bike, then, watched a movie.

An old guy, sitting alone at the front, watching the movie, was crying. Another old guy seeing him (me) got also tears in his eyes….

The Hero: Aki (-ra), Achilles Heel;

I just wanted to watch. It was nice.